July 2019 was the beginning of the third year of my journey to becoming a publish author with a traditional publisher. I tell you this has been a journey of twist and turns to the point that I now understand why the underground roots of a forest looks like a map of success. This becoming a traditional publisher's client is not like self-publishing or publishing with a mom and pop racket. There is a level of mastery which requires focus that just isn't requested otherwise. Writing, rewriting, editing, revision; and much, much more. You can become lost in the drafts alone. I'm on my second revision of what ended up being five drafts and yes, things are tighter than they were months earlier; but, I would not have brought this level of intensity to the game if it wasn't for the fact that I want to be of the roster of a traditional publisher.
In my adventure to being who I am professionally, I'm learning patience and skills which never crossed my mind before. Storytelling and writing stories are two different things; a true master combine and perform both until flawlessness is the appearance. As I continue, now with glee, I find that it really is the journey. I do what I do, read what I read, all to be close with the Universe. My goal has expanded and I'm not getting into what that means at the moment. Being so close, only to have the carrot moved to a different location, because there are lessons and energy to be gained at this new settlement. Yet, I love my guides and I wouldn't take nothing in the world for them. Plus the second installment of The Chronicles of Mow Yen is coming along faster, with less waste. The name: Zep Tepi. It means new dawn. It has been said: If it is fast then it won't last. I used to question that because I was fast and I was producing work. But, being honest with myself, I realized that my work lacked a certain degree of professionalism which I love. I discovered and surrendered to the fact that, that which I sought would only be achieved if I listened to God and slowed down. That meant, enjoying myself on a sunny day, a cloudy day, a rainy day, even a snowy day. Plus I needed time to be still; not just because God said so, but because nothing grow up fast or overnight except when you add man's contribution. Real stuff of God takes time and I am a Metaphysical Fantasy writer. It's a forest I tell you. Hour of Change began in 2018. I will continue to work on this story, only presenting it when needed; but know this: just as the mulberry leaf turns to silk with time, Hour of Change is becoming solid and without fancy. I now pitch it as James Redfield meets J.K. Rowling. And although the level of mastery that those two shared with the world could have been tighter, I stand by them for their vision and determination. They both opened the minds of the public to a new thing. Which is what exploring and pioneering is about; and I am both. Just wanted to let you know that your girl hasn't given up on Hour of Change. That I'm near ... who am I fooling I still have two more run through before tackling the huddles of getting an agent again. A lot has changed. No more Satan. Mow is now a she-demon from the third ring of Saturn. Hina has more screen time and she brings her daughter with her. There are Seven Spirits that must be located. Not to mention that Mow still needs to located her three teams of five Elohim before the December 2030 date. Zeus is still Zeus but he has a newly invented master, Amidas- Mow Yen blood relative which she's never met. Mow's back story has changed and it's an all around tighter story which set up the adventurous journey of The Chronicles of Mow Yen. Plus I know how the damn series ends. For all who are praying for me and Mow, thank you! We aren't going to stop until we see publication and distribution in bookstores throughout the world. Yes, the vision has grown and the ask is bigger but when you're looking to become part of the underground root system of a forest, you better come hard or not at all. Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle
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When we are in our zone, our cave, or wherever we do our thang, we often feel like the one wearing the Royal Crown while editing just masterfully. If you've been at this long enough you know that it is the editing that makes the story. With the proper training we place our created thought-beings (characters) where they need to be. We leave hints so the reader can know where to go without knowing what will go down. We create environments which reflect moods ours and theirs. We do so many things (sometime all within the first 3-5 pages) and I am not trying to take anything away from what we do; but we forget we're not the only one doing this. Or is it just me? I don't think it's just me because we all ask for help, but we don't want to be tore down. We sometimes just want our ego stroke. We want our art acknowledged by those other than loved ones and the average reader. We want someone who can walk in our shoes tell and us they feel each and every step; meaning they, a fellow writer, can see the genius in our creation the way we see it without it being publishable. SMH I've come to realize that to cut miles off my journey as a writer, I have to admit I'm not the only one good at what I do. I'm not the only "expert" even if I know more about the field than others who are doing what I do. I have learned so much about language, expectations, and design outside of the land of Welnikov and Mow Yen by seeing the genius in other writers. There are others who will teach you without knowing they are teaching you if you show up and be humble. Yeah, we know what we know when it comes to our world that we're creating; but we don't know enough to be experts in the world which we live in- even in the field of writing. Whether you be J.K. Rowling or Steven King, this is the case. All the experts have left the building and only us mostly blissful, active participants are still here. Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle "At the 1893 World Parliament of Religions in Chicago, Swami Vivekananda argued that the same God is the inspirer of all religions." When the evangelists tried to press Vivekananda on the issue of conversion, Vivekananda "took the high ground." The evangelists were told ever so kindly that trying to convert someone was for little minded people. This answer to conversion was good then for those who have put away the toys and it is good now for those who have been elevated from breast milk to meat (or Veggies for my Vegans.)
Now that I'm in the waiting period for Hour of Change, I have time to think what I want to do with The Chronicles of Mow Yen. What is this series really about? Although I know that the second installment will consider the mythology of Hinduism, I don't know what topic I'm going to follow with; let alone the message, theme, or claim that I'm going to deal with. Hour of Change taught me that these such things aren't as easy as one may think and in fact if I want to steal fire from the gods then I better be on my p's and q's. Before I return to Hour of Change and do the last (I hope) editing/polishing, I want to know what the hell I'm sharing and what in the world am I doing. Outside of having fun and being in joy, I want everyone to share in a mystical experience. I want to talk with people and uncover the Mystery so that it is no longer a Great Mystery to me (us?) This means that I must present my understandings and findings to be reviewed and commented on first and I do this in the form of simple fantasy. Allowing and expecting for others to comment on my theology & mythology (I call it my theomythology.) More I think about my form of pronouncement, the more I can see others thinking I want to convert to or recruit for my beliefs and understanding. That is the last thing I want to do. Convincing others that you know the way is something that I'm not too keen on as I believe we are to bear witness to the journeys and adventures of others without judgments, recommendations, or words of corrections; no matter how well life may be going for you. I've learned the hard way about that Teacher, Healer, Way-Shower stuff. I just want to play and have experiences of Joy with conversation about thoughts and beliefs about that which is effable. When we come together over a meal, a drink, a round table, an auditorium we can make the invisible visible. This means understanding that trying to make conversions is in fact little mind and big fear. There is no Light, no Love, and no Peace- and these are my things. It is my purpose to be an example of Christ-Consciousness rising out of the flames of Self-consciousness. Because I have yet to meet someone who hasn't encountered flames when shifting from human to divine consciousness. I believe that my purpose can be everyone's purpose and when you're looking for the Divine Man in others you are in fact doing my purpose. Christ-Consciousness is important to me. Look at me, getting off track. The Chronicles of Mow Yen will not be in any way shape or form an attempt to convince anyone of anything other than to sit down and conversate with me. I just want to talk, to learn, to experience, and to believe, while being in joy and happiness. I guess that's why I'm aiming to have multiple series. Things are moving accordingly and I'm constantly getting better results, even if I'm not going as fast as I would like. Must say, I'm still alive and polishing. Thanks always for your patience. I will get this into the collective thought. Maybe not as fast as I would like, but when it hit it will be a conversation starter and a representative of me. Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle. There is no doubt, in today's society it isn't easy being a god or goddess. The proto call is for religious figures to be oppressive and greedy that is the formula that was created by the Annunkai. For El Yahweh, she doesn't care for such things, she will do what he need to do in order to lead all humanity to their prime creator's true wish which is acceptance of self. He knows that all humanity is wired and created to believe in things outside of self (something El Yahweh wish to destroy or re-wire.) This means that she has to do things that most gods aren't willing to, including getting on the ground and working with her anointed ones. El Yahweh has selected a rather large group of various species from all throughout the Milky Way to help with his "big plan" of empowerment, independence, and freedom.
El Yahweh knows that history proves that humanity, no matter the individual life force, is programmed to energize "religious leaders" instead of enjoying life in a wholesome system through creativity. Advisers have informed El Yahweh that it would be harder to break the religious systems than to influence it; therefore, he is going to influence Earth and Humanity. The truth is, humanity believes that by having boundaries of separation they are special, but there is no specialty outside of unity, he believes, as does her team. A united world order is required, a hive mentality. There are no chosen people, all are under the leadership of some form of non-human, spirit form beings and these beings are working toward division and segregation; "keep them fighting them, they will never be fighting us." This is what they say. This is more than diversity of the shallow unification of race, religion, education, gender, or spiritual awareness/understanding. This is stripping down naked to everyone in the human form and taking your "individual" position and living to the fullest. This is the influence El Yahweh will have on humanity and Earth. Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle Yahweh and El Yahweh are not the same; nor are they two different beings combined into one entity. El Yahweh is the Lord God of gods and goddesses of Men and Mankind. In other words, El Yahweh is the new God of gods and her mission of leadership includes guardianship over "everyone" who is incarnated on the Earth in all Densities, in all ways, and all directions. Whereas, the previous Lord Gods have encouraged and enforced slavery and disempowerment; El Yahweh desires to encourage and enforce freedom and empowerment. Spiritual harmony on physical highways and byways. The statement of following your bliss and being liberated is a theme which El Yahweh believes is the best policy and only way out of this low vibrating version of self which Earthlings have co-created.
Why is El Yahweh working to break the hold which is no more than a rope wrapped around the leg of a spiritual broken elephant? There is power in allowing the Oversoul to be Itself. To worship only Self and the inheritance which is Self. There is, there must be, self-organization and self-preservation keys that can only be utilized with strength and independence according to El Yahweh. He wishes to kick off said, freedom, empowerment, strength, and independence, even if he is not Yahweh when the Oversoul of the Milky Way embrace and wear these qualities. The positions of destructions and embrace has been active since the year 2012, Third Density Focus. El Yahweh has been gathering his advisors and determining how his ideas of Spiritual Freedom on Earth will be carried out and spread throughout the Milky Way. But first, know this, when El Yahweh initially took over her sort of inherited history and "problems" of the Earth and its people, he went secretly searching for spiritual warriors to aid her in his mission. While seeking, El Yahweh did not / has not clump all people into one category, no. El Yahweh believes that his charges must call in their energetic origins in order to rise above the basic survival and religious needs and instead focus on the experiences of tearing down all limitations. The plan is for the entire Milky Way to relocate after integration and elevation. El Yahweh and her closest advisors, supportive staff, and messengers are excited about the coming move but are focused on completing the works of a Yahweh and destroying the works of others. One of the advisory boards of El Yahweh is the Lunar Archangels Voices of Counsel. They have been working with El Yahweh to determine what to do with the biological lifeforms who El Yahweh have brought to the Milky Way. The Lord God of gods and goddesses of Men and Mankind first came to awareness of the various gods and goddesses infighting and keeping the Men and Mankind emotionality imprisoned, while still within the Oversoul of this residency of the Milky Way. Not enjoying the destruction of the freedom of the fragments of the Oversoul; El Yahweh started working gathering fragments of life forces which had been discarded by the violent, pageantry, and controlling beings beyond the Milky Way and other galaxies. The first life force that El Yahweh selected to be on Earth until he was freed to do what he wanted, was a life force now known as Mow Yen. Now El Yahweh has reached the point of authority and he pulls Mow to incorporate her plan of autonomous spirit beings that will be part of a hive, a body of fragments which is working toward providing the Oversoul the greatest experience of Self, which is a Spirit Being performing Spirituality within a self-imposed "prison" of unenjoyable matter. Let's say this, let's wrap with this, El Yahweh is an outside force of leadership, intending to lead all to self-management and breaking the cycle of self-consciousness which centers around darkness, hate, and war (self-divisions.) This is the basic information that is needed, in order to understand this character of The Chronicles of Mow Yen: Hour of Change. Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle I was reading a history book. In the Introduction the author, Mark Booth, states that others have tried to cover the issues of esoteric religion and philosophy but they are either shallow or ill-informed. I took that comment kinda personal and with my heart on my sleeve. I say that because as a 47 year old, I have been seeking for 15 years. I say that because I'm learning how to combine the arts of storytelling and faith with the understanding of religion and philosophy. I say that because I am doing Visionary, Metaphysics, Esoteric Fantasy. I say that because I just returned to the starting line.
Not everyone understand, I know right. But we all have a right to understand and that is why I do what I do. I want to stretch the imagination so we can eventually get back to mind then matter instead of matter then mind. I have learned a couple of things in my mission. First, patience is really a virtue. One which you need as rest is mandatory. You just can't absorb all this knowledge that is supposed to be 10's of thousands of years old. Lemuria, Atlantis, Greece, and let us not forget the Illuminati among others. You know this Mr. Booth. Second, not everyone is on your level, they may think they are, but they aren't. Seeing that you see the big picture and not a puzzle piece, again, patience is required. You can beat a blind man because he doesn't see, what kind of animal does that? And Third, I believe that in an enlightened period to come we all will be able to sit and discuss the hidden truths and histories. But, that period is only going to come if those with sight to see, paint; and those with ears to hear, sing. To learn to accurately paint and sing takes patience. You are one of the originals of this era, this period in time. I learned as a young woman that when we are one of the first we must be patient. I guess, I'm taking one sentence to hard. Maybe I'm too serious. Then again, if someone doesn't ask that the professor slows for a moment because the students are moving as fast as they can and still are no where near then we all miss out and frustrations and resentment form. You can't dump bricks and bricks of information on the desk and not expect one to feel overwhelmed. Please don't take my comments to deep to heart Mr. Booth, in a way I'm speaking to myself. Loving your book. See you on the other side. Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle 12/26/71 Why Mow Had to Follow Young Mow Off the Lip of the Canyon. Last Set-Up Before the Action Begins.5/14/2019 In the last chapter of the introduction, Act I, Mow finds herself facing a road block that can't be ignore, seems unbeatable, and is plainly illogical. Then in walks Young Mow. (I will write another post on Young Mow in the future.) But, Young Mow sees Mow leaning against the wall of the cave and ignoring her walks right to the lip of a canyon that Mow must face in order to get her she-demon powers back from Lunar Archangel Slone. (See, Mow must get to the bottom of a canyon that can hold 3 American Grand Canyon, and the only way is to leap off.) When Young Mow leaps with abandoned screaming this act triggers Mow to do the same.
With plot armor, the Mows survive. I mean I can't kill off anybody in chapter 7, can I? Here's how she survive; the bed of the canyon is actually a . . ., Young Mow congers up a cauldron and fills it with water then levitates out of the canyon leaving Mow to figure out how to do the same. But what was the reasoning for Mow to follow in the first place. I mean, Mow is on a Hero's Journey but was it necessary for a leap of faith? Yes, that's exactly why she must follow Young Mow. Following the inner child is so important to accomplish the adult's life purpose. A child will take a leap of faith just for the experience and fun of it. Before we actually begin the action part of our adventure, the Universe challenges us to take a leap of faith because if you can't take it at the beginning when things are just dust filled what are you going to do when things are in pitch black? Most of the times it is the child in us that convince us that it is a wise thing to move forward. I love that in Hour of Change, Young Mow is screaming the entire trip down; even though she knows she's safe. The inner child must be given the reins and considered a valuable member of the team. Even as small as she may be. That's the entire message of the leap off the canyon. The child in you must introduce you to the world that belongs to you, before you can become you and do you, boo. Thank You for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle "Listen, you have to get to NaoGarrie so you can meet its master, the last surviving Titan, Hecate. She'll be coming to Reate Gardens, location of the execution of Vu. If she's able to get to the gardens, then that's an omen that she'll be able to take Ary Shack with the help of Zeus. Zeus has been eyeing Ary since he got here, and word is that he's teamed up with Satan--"
"We can't have Satan running loose on Welnikov!" Chekin said, hands wringing like he was washing them. "Yes, yes Chekin." Herkin said. "Don't yes, yes me. We can. Not. Have. Satan. Running. Loose. On Welnikov!" Chekin's head shook from side to side so slowly, yet so hard. Dear friends, that's exactly what's gonna happen. I don't think anyone who reads these updates and discovery posts which I do while I'm seeking out representation, doesn't know Zeus and Satan takes the ultimate stronghold on planet Earth. But the above except comes from Chapter 5 (Act I / First 25%) so its foreshadowing. Of course when I was brainstorming, sketching, and writing drafts after drafts, I had no idea that it was. Just like Mow being afraid of water but ends up being assigned to a water planet was a mad genius at work move. Or a money move? One of the things that I'm enjoying is finding pieces of writer's gold while I'm polishing and seeking. I'm talking about things like knowing you've placed a piece of foreshadowing in the perfect location. It's kind of like a singer hitting a Mariah Carey note middle of a live performance and the crowd goes wild. I think this foreshadowing stuff is more fun than laughing at those humorous lines that we writers are told we must have. Of course this comes after working with no other project than this since July 2018. Plus, that's not including the brainstorming I started in May 2018. I'm learning this story inside and out. Not moving as fast as the pros, but I'll get there. My only hope is once I become that prolific novelist, I'll still find joy in seeing a piece of foreshadowing during like the 5th polishing round and knowing that its there because I put it there. This author stuff is becoming more and more of a joy over being a chore. It helps that I'm reading about the importance of storytelling to the human soul. Like most authors, I'm a little shy but love to talk about my subject matter; such as salvation, enlightenment, and all that good spiritual stuff. This journey to becoming a traditionally published author is healing for me. It is pushing me to know myself; to know my stuff; to be awake and present; and most of all to share my medicine which is storytelling, faith, and imagination. Once Again, Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle Deja is the one fighting to stop this killing of Vu; so it would appear. She's the one who is verbally combative with Mikin when he is pacifying the Jungs and keeping Mow away from hearing their case. If we live in a tic for tac world (which many of us do) then Mow become in debt to Deja moments after arriving on Welnikov. In fact, the very act of attempting to bypass Mow and her powerful ability to destroy is how Mikin kickstarts the Deja and Mow relationship which ultimately kickstart the adventure/journey Mow has in order to receive her covenant with El Yahweh.
You can't out master the Master, Mikin! By Deja staying true to her dreams and speaking her truth, a new masculine energy was born, she was released from the reality that she would have remarried and retained a position that she didn't really enjoy. I mean, Deja and Vu were standing on the horizon watching El Yahweh create order and life with the Word. They were beings of chaos and served their position as the Masculine and Feminine Essences of Gaia just to a ripen disposition. There is no doubt in my mind that the old Deja, the Witness Deja, would have told El Yahweh where to go with the whole Death Moon Ritual which would kill Vu and leave her for another if not for her time spent as the Feminine Essence of Gaia. The old Deja would have killed Mow on sight, sending Mow to Paleolympho, Land of the Dead, after Zeus had sent everyone to Nigelmin, underworld of Welnikov. Yeah, Deja, and Vu for that matter, lived out their days simmering so that when it was time for toxic masculinity to be absorbed in the collective energetic source of Porthe Hole they could play their role. To be connected with another who has purpose with you. To be connected with another who love you like a Celine Dion love song. To be connected with another who will ride or die with you like a rapper's imaginative girlfriend. Means you have everything. Means you have power. Power that some are unable to harvest and stabilize. I mean Mow Yen and Po Li have a tight relationship, don't get me wrong, but it is in the beginning stages while Deja and Vu Jung have ran and completed the race and this they know. They're so confident in their combined strength that they only depend on El Yahweh to lead them, the unit, the couple; because, they know their combined power of rage and destruction is so strong that the only thing stronger is their love. Part of me wonders, did Deja know that when she was disembodied and sent to Nigelmin, she was in fact on her way to Porthe Hole? And could it be that this thought, this realization, frighten her into thinking that she would never see Vu again thereby doubting El Yahweh's dedication, love, and compassion toward the beings in its family? If only for a moment. Yeah, it did and that is what motivated Deja to push Mow so hard in the beginning. It is also what convinced her to stay around Mystical Rose and thereby lose her life force and be sent to Porthe Hole- she was searching for Vu. Bottom line, like the Theme of Hour of Change, Deja had to die. See, she could understand the need for Vu to be replace but not her, nor could she see herself with another male. For these reasons she had to, again, die, and die the way she did, then being a creature older than Creation, she had to return to Porthe Hole to one day be reborn. Like Mow she was afraid and like Mow, when she returned to Paleolympho to find Vu waiting she, realized that Her God is an Awesome God. Thanks for Listening! Sabrina Louise Andielle This story is set in the early 2020s, and at the current time there are people afraid of the connection of a new world order. Something about fear of the rise of the Antichrist and the total destruction of a people who are not anywhere near perfection. This fear, like most, is irrational and gives full support to the condemnation without investigation saying. I say this, knowing good and well that Yahweh is in the market for an entire planet to rule over. So how does such universal thinking play out in Hour of Change?
The new world order in HoC is known by a different name, Earthling Communal World Order. Like the one world order that the elitist of the European and American nations is attempting to build, this creating has been manifesting for some time now. This is also an organization birth from the desires of various families who have passed down generation to generation a vision. But what makes ECWO different, the royal family of England has successfully drew the ECWO within the image, Mow's family hand friends have created one cohesive government and religion for the entire planet. That ECWO is flawed, to say the least, to the point that the weakest or last is staging a rebellion that could bring the new world order to its knees. So just what is the ECWO to Mow. I mean she seems totally upset by being upstaged inside the organization; prompting disobedience outside the organization from parliament. I believe that the ECWO may be or had been an important step in the evolution of the planet to being Spiritual in Nature, but it was just the final demonstration that Mow Yen was experienced and comprehending enough that she could be pulled from the circle of incarnation on Earth as it is according to tradition. When Lunar Archangel Slone and Mow Yen meet, they discuss that importance of knowing when to pick the fruit from the branch. Without going into details, Mow present the case that creation is not done until it collapses, while the Archangel of the shadows counter with the act of running unto collapsing is something that someone on the run does. Personally, I like that. What Lunar Archangel Slone says that is; because with the belief that the Sons of Men are born into sin, it is often too easy to play the role of running and hiding sinner. You can't sprawl your essence if you have no core, no roots. Sprawling is something that those who have privy to the Plan of Evolution need to do and Mow is one of the privy ones. Like most rulers and overseers, Mow did not want to leave before reaping the benefits of her actions, and she takes this anger out on Lunar Archangel Slone and Solar Archangel Michael. Both allow her to have and feel her anger then they do what must be done for the soul and Soul of Mow to be disconnected. The splitting of Mows soul from her Soul is testament to my saying, put down what serves you, once it has served you, so it can once again serve you. Why carry flip-flops up a mountain? Put those bad buddies down and carry on a little lighter and care-free. When you need them again, they will be provided for you. The ECWO could be either Satan's or Yahweh's ordered organization. We don't get to know for sure who has called the shots on this one. But one thing is clear the Order is important to the next game board of Earth. With Mow being able to retain her memory of the Queen Elizabeth IX incarnation, she is also with memory of the ECWO. Does she drop it? Has it served its purpose? No; it is constantly brought up to the point that Po began to question her about it for a moment. But Mow stands by her guns- she was told by Yahweh not to inform anyone whether he or Satan instructed her for the creation of ECWO. Purely, completing it was a trigger, and we don't get to know what has happened of it. Our only closure to the ECWO is the conversation which Mow and Lunar Archangel Slone have before Mow and Po head out to Ahisma. It is here when Mow finally breakdown and tell us that she has been waiting for a communal existence since she arrived from Saturn. We learn that this planet which is liken to a task master to Earth has joined in unison- no longer dealing in duality, plus it is with the other planets in helping Earth get it shit together. When Slone pushes to know why Mow desires Earthling unification, she explains that one thing which caused her to break up with and ignore Po was the duelist energies. "Earth's energies are neither balanced nor fair- trust me on this; therefore, it can't be kind and selfless unless you are a Master and even then, altruism is something that must be in the forefront of one's mind." So, we see or can guess- for now - that the near establishment of the ECWO was something that was done out of Mow's heart. Mow is after all a Plan Keeper and with free will, she's able to bring about evolution any way she wishes. On the other hand, her refusal of Satan's offer to return and have the title, power, and position that are rightfully hers because as he has told her, he "can't do this without the passion of a lady." Yeah, she's able of bring about the set-up for final destruction; but she'll give the team of light another chance to get it right since she already knows what's going on. |
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